i miss the joy and laughter...... =(

now recall back 2006 and 2005 im really siian..sadded ahh.... recently dunno why..everyday i keep on thinking about them..and missing all th0se days we all having fun time..mniss the days tat he would chat wit mie in msn till very very very late...late till 4am plus...haiis.. den still remember once he shared a secret wit miie.... n0w mie and them were drifting apart.. i oso dunno wad happen.. 2005 de chalet is a great chalet f0r miie.. really fun... compared to last yr i felt tat last yr im not welcome at all..haiis.. dunno wad happen.... it has beem f0r a long time le... miss the j0y and laughter wit them... h0w i wish i can g0 back to those days... now everytime class ends i always felt left out..but nvm i always told myself maybe c0z im the only gal so dun think much..but b0 biian.. one of my closest girl friend have left for long time... hais every single day im thinking ab0ut those days.. my heart really ache.. arrrgghhh.. haiis. the feeling of walking to the bus stop alone is no go0d... really really wish tat miie and them can go back to the past.....really enj0y wit one guy in tat group... haiis.. miss the joy miss the laughter miss those days..............................................