im speechless..all my h0pes are g0ne..

hais.. now im writing this post with a very very low mood.. juz saw something..wondering whose tat bitch tat is so buay hia0 bye putting her own ph0to in HIS profile in friendster... siian..maybe i was thinking tat he really found the gal he likes le..and all the past keep flashing in my mind...although is fun and sweet ahh.. haiis. 2 years le.. goiin 3 years.. juz so regrett that time i nv accept him... its all my fault..blame miie tat why am i so playful... why am i so itchy mouth..go ask him quit smoking... haiis.. if all this nv happen at all now mie and him could be together? now ive lost all my h0pes in him..but im still a ki sia0 kiia in school..playing mad like nothing happens to miie like tat... hahas.. thinking of this year mie and him messenging each other..plus solving problems about miie together i can feel sad and happy... all his words i always told myself listen to his words but dun believe it...really heng tat i din believe tt much..coz he told miie something tat im super happy..but when i flash back all the reply he gave mie and juz now i saw the photo in friendster.. im really speechless.. wondering izzit g0d playing wit mie or wad... if mie and him have the affinity in it.. in the end we will be together de.. i juz believe tat niia.. so i'll still wait.. since i've a;ready waited 2 years ..muz as well continue waitiing..oso nothing de..when a better guy comes..and it reach my expectation i may consider.. so let the g0d decides............