sianning~ i miss him. haiis. today having our maths mock exam. rubbish larhs~ same paper as mid year .. but do half way i felt really tired. so decided to sleep... haiis. and i dream alot of things about him everyday... even in school sleeping oso. wad to do? take the first move i oso dunno how to take. how lousy i am de la.. i finally cried out. really cried out. but not to the max. not finish yet de. haiis wonder why~ few weeks ago im suffering and now suffering AGAIN! THE FEELING OF AGONY IS BACK TO ME! haiis. every morning wake up i feel like collapsing la~ haiis. dun have him, dun have his sms. iN school, after school and at home dun have his sms. still still still~ sorry for everything. haiis last time i oso dun have this kind of situation de... i give in real much. and im stupid. my harshness cause this to happen. how i wich we can patch back and start understanding each other. being frens i really dunno how to start............. juz hoping for the day we patch.