Sunday, May 11, 2008

haiis. wad a sucking mother's day celebration... oh or i can say nv celebrate at all? today morning prepare lunch for mummy. and waited her quite long. nvm. so i get change and wait for mummy daddy to be back home. they reach home at 1pm. so we decided to go takashimaya crystal jade have lunch. before that we shop at isetan. i saw the everlast shoe i wan. my mummy refuse to buy it. i was so angry. for the whole day i was pulling a super long black face. i din talk at all and i didnt wand to eat at all. so i juz carry on walking and walking...so after that my mummy explain to me that she was joking. she got my money with her. wad the fuck! yea she say she was JUZ JOKING! said i cant take jokes. very funny eh! why do u always muz wait until im getting more and more angry u den say all these?! is there any use? i didnt request u to buy LV! gucci! prada or any other branded brands! is juz everlast. its not as expensive as wad u are wearing? ur one pair of shoe can buy dunno how many pairs of my shoe la dey! im a girl. i love buying shoe. i need to mix and match with my attire~! im not like u so tomboy? juz wear one pair of shoe and can wear any donkey tops on ur body. u can take it but i cant! pls. why cant u juz understand me? so are u waiting for the day when i found my job and i start earning money and where i start to abandon u ?! u wan this way izzit? in our house theres one example. which is that bastard. or maybe i can say that u dote him more den me. obviously that the whole family dotes him la. in the house whenever theres him there will be NO ME in ur eyes. yes. i've been tolerating. ive been always telling myself to be independent. wad for i need u all de care and concern? coz anyway in the end i'll be the one who is leaving this house when i grow up huh? how hurting im feeling had u ever noe? when i cries do u noe ? did u bother to find out???well nvm. no point for me to carry on concerning u all. coz i dun think i gain anything more than the bastard brother.


a meal i made for you. do u really appreciate it?


well. once again im goiin to tell u that u are the best mother that i'v ever met who dotes him more den me. THANK YOU!