Thursday, February 21, 2008

tiredness

ENOUGH! I REALLY HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS !!!! i really hate people who misunderstood me. i hate u! I HATE YOU !!!!
i think u simply dun understand me at all, is not that i dun wan to attend the dinner, it was today after school im too tired and i slept until 7pm now, im not giving any excuses! and plus school got homework for me to do too.
u simply said i was giving an excuse, had u ever spare a thought for me when im a little girl till now a teenager??? HAVE YOU EVER?! i doubt not :)
i will never forget those unpleasant things coming out from ur mouth.
everytime u said i didnt help mummy with any house chores, u are working outside, do u have a million km eyes to see wad im doiin at home?!
now i can tell u this! from young at ny age of 8 i already helping mummy to mopped the floor and vaccum the floor!
and at the age of 13 im helping mummy to iron clothings and wash those laundries till now! im daring to say that im the one who is ironing ur clothes.
had u ever appreciate it before? the answer is no. all u can say is im useless, dunno how to help mummy. u dun understand me at all! u may think that i do all those house chores is a muz because u are my father,
and u think u bought food for me to eat when im sick is caring and perfect enough to be my father. sorry to said this, i dun think thats a perfect father.
in my heart a perfect father is the one who is always on my side, never will he give me any bad criticism, and the one who doesnt embarassed me infront of people .
u too, dun understand mummy's hard work at all.
yes i noe outside working is stress for you, but u cant throw any tantrum on us, u should noe my temper well enought, but why u still wan to come disturb me at the wrong time?
i dunno. im tired of this house , im tired of this family,
sorry to mummy that i have to say this " i rather u don't born me out to this world "